
Sitting with night and the only soul around is me. The soul is a beautiful treasure which doesn’t like to stay long. Itz not often that I get to see her. I guess she is also afraid of being raped or molested after the harassments, I bring to her. She wanted freedom with purity. But I lost it somewhere between personal and professional barriers. It costed too much. I couldn’t afford to keep her pure and free. It’s lost in judgemental eyes between the bitching words and frightening heart to keep the money minded thoughts in the name of achievement and growth for pleasing society. And this ego.. This ego bared her naked and buried her deep inside the grudges, lies and above all.. Love*. So it comes with a scar, stay a while just to heal me and then again hide from me. I can’t find it in bright light or dark night. It finds me and again I loose her.